Love could appear whenever it wanted to grow. Some people said that love (in this case, love between a man and woman) could only appear when people were adult, but I didn’t think so. I felt love appearing in my life when I was still eight years old and sat in the elementary school. My friends and I often spent our break time together by playing “hide and seek” together. Someday, when I was hiding behind a tree, there were small hands lifting me up, but unfortunately that hands were not strong enough, so we fell to the ground. My body was hurt but I felt happy because I have been falling in love with him.
A boy, whom I was falling in love with was a charming boy. I often took a look at him and found out that his skin was very bright like the sun which a soft shine which made him looked like an angel. His eyes were very cool and sharp, showed every people who saw him that he was a brave boy. His way of walking was like a prince who stepped on the red carpet in the castle, cool and elegant. Everything he did were nice and cool in my eyes. It made me even more and more loved him. Although I had a feeling like that to him, I never had an intention to tell him about that feeling.
When it was starting? I don’t know either, but I have been being ridiculed after I gave a letter to that boy. Every friends in my school thought that it was a love letter, but they were false. Actually it was just an apologizing letter because I didn’t have much braveness to apologize him directly, but no one believed this clarification. That boy himself kept silent and didn’t say anything. Because of that I ended up being ridiculed by my friends and it was my worst memories in my life. Looking every friends smiling at me strangely and saying something to gibe me made me felt so uncomfortable and embarrassed.